crazytrain emotional or mental or whatever block I’ve been having, I managed to walk into through the baby department at my local megamart and I only had a very small anxiety attack. I don’t what my damm problem is. Most people look forward to getting tons of new stuff. I look at all that stuff and I just feel overwhelmed and underinformed. Jeez…the baby will need stuff. I have to be responsible for choosing that stuff. I have to be doing research on said stuff. I want my baby to have what it needs.
Then I ran into an acquaintance from high school. I told her I was pregnant and she said she “didn’t even know I was married”. First time I’ve run into that. Guess I’ll have to get used to it. I just said, “Oh I’m not married, I’m having the baby on my own.” The look on her face said, “Oh, an accident” But before she could say anything I said I was very excited about expecting a baby. I’m thinking it’s going to be an ongoing thing to handle these situations
without choking someone with ladylike grace.
I did manage to buy a little something for my Sweet Pea.
See, I can provide.
I will provide.
God, help me provide.