Have you noticed that I’ve slowed down on blog writing? A good thing, I think. It must mean that I’m feeling less pain and don’t feel the need as often to release the ugliness of it all into the universe. But really how many different ways can you say you’re broken hearted? Maybe I’ve just run out of adjectives to describe my current state. Maybe I’m sick of writing about the gunky way I feel. I wish I had more in my life to write about other than my dead baby and the pain of losing him.
Snowcalypse here in the Midwest,so no school. The county seems to be shut down and I probably won’t have school for a few days. It’s very hard to keep distracted cooped up alone here. I did a bang up job today, I have to say. Vacuuming, reading, laundry, exercise video, some organizing. Hope I can continue to stay busy even though it all seems meaningless.