Our first spring musical was today and it was so sweet. The music teacher worked so hard with our third graders and they were great! You could tell they were so proud of their little costumes and they actually knew and enunciated their lines and songs. And we could actually hear them because the children in the audience were very quiet and well behaved. Which means I could enjoy the muscial too. Something that does not always happen at our school.
I do need to get better at taking these type of shots though (MB?). Apparently, good or bad, I’m the school photographer now.
So between the musical, making butterfly headbands with our third grade buddies in the afternoon, the weather being so much cooler and it being the second “on” day for antidepressants my day was pretty good. Whew!
After school Mom brought Dollface over and she mentioned something about “your shot tomorrow”.
I had to ask her what she meant.
Ummmm tomorrow’s the first injectable for trying again.
My God….this is so far from my thoughts that I could have forgotten.
It’s weird…I do think about a subsequent pregnancy and even a healthy full term baby. And I think a lot how I’ll handle all of that and if I can survive another sad, bad thing.
My mind seems to be skipping over the actual “work” to be done to even get to the place where I have a chance. So so different. The last time I was all consumed and could think of nothing else.
I’ll be really lucky if I don’t screw this up somehow.