Well, I have two embryos inside me. They are grade 2, whatever that means. And there were two to freeze. I am so grateful for the four of course but it defies logic that I could go from 50 eggs down to 4 embryos. It was so easy to get excited about the number and I was having to constantly remind myself that quantity does not equal quality. Also, why I didn’t report the numbers here at first. I knew I could still end up with nothing and I had thought that might be the case when we were pushed to day 6 and then they didn’t call on day 6 until very late morning. I was going out of my mind with the waiting.
But now they are inside me and I’m feeling very zen. Amazing huh? From crazy train brain to zen brain in no time. Not really thinking this is going to happen for real. There have been so many obstacles. Why should it go my way now?
…………but maybe it will…finally go my way.
First beta results on Thursday, March 29.