I’m a simple farm girl and teacher who decided a few years ago to stop waiting around for marriage and a picket fence to become a mother. Everytime I’ve tried to become a mother, the attempt failed. Becoming a mother is a NEED for me, not a want. I’m a maelstrom of emotion right now and need a place of release away from the eyes of my real life friends. This is a place for me to release negativity. Please do not read my blog if you cannot handle that.