Sweet Pea/Greyson - my beautiful son who was born perfect and silent when I was exactly 20 weeks pregnant.
Jack and Aaron/Sparks A and B -my sweet twin boys, born beautiful and still at the 21st week of my pregnancy
Mavis Emily/Spark C - the third of my sparks, when I lost her early in our pregnancy, my triplets became twins
Sunny - my 9 year old foster daughter
Stretch - my teenage niece
DollFace - my preteen niece
E - My younger brother
C - My sister-in-law, E's wife
Em - my beautiful cousin and egg donor
Yayas - At one time, my seven closest friends
- SC - my friend since kindergarten
-MB - close friend and the twins' "auntie"
-MC - close friend and the twins' "auntie"
BS - good friend exclusive of the yayas and keeper of my secrets
Pastor J - my spiritual lifesaver and voice when I couldn't speak to God myself
RK - The counselor
People from my Past:
Dr. Hottie/Dr. H - Regular gynecologist (No longer think he's hot)
Dr. All American/Dr. AA - fertility specialist who helped me conceive Greyson
Dr. C - fertility specialist who helped me conceive Jack and Aaron
Tears, Tantrums and Ice Cream 
Honey, I am so so so sorry! It really sucks!
I’m so sorry…I’ve been thinking if you all day. There is nothing I can say to make you feel better. It sucks and I wish you got a different result. Hugs!
Oh no.. I was hoping it would be good news. I am so sorry, Paige. You have been in my thoughts all day today.
I’m so sorry, Paige. I can’t even begin to imagine how devastated you must be.
I’m so, so sorry.
No words. Sending you all the cyber strength and support I can.
There are no words. Sending you all the cyber support and strength I can.
Oh, honey. I am so very sorry. Please keep trusting it will happen. You will be a mother someday.
No!! I am so sorry. I have been thinking of you all week and am so sad this didn’t work. I don’t understand this at all.
😦 I’m so sorry! ugh.
I’m so sorry….I really wanted this to be positive! I don’t understand why this happens….I wish I could say something more profound. HUGS!!
Away shit love. I’m so very sorry. I wish I had some profound words of wisdom or comfort but I know there are none. xoxox
So very sorry, Paige. 😦
I’m crying with you.
Sorry doesn’t even come close to expressing how I feel about that. My thoughts are with you!
Oh, Paige. I’m so so sorry to hear this news. I hope you are able to do something nice for yourself today. Please take care of yourself. You are stronger than you know.
Paige, I wish there was something I could say that could help even a little bit. I have been thinking about you so much this week and I am terribly sorry that you are faced with another disappointment.
So Sorry:(
My heart is just aching for you Paige.
Oh honey. I’m so sorry. This royally sucks. I HATE it! Sending you love and hugs…
God, I’m so, so sorry. This can be such a horribly difficult process, its so darned unfair.
OH, NO! I’m so terribly sorry, Paige.
Shit. I”m so sorry, Paige.
So sorry to hear your news… my heart goes out to you and thinking of you from afar xoxo
I am so, so sorry. There are no other words.
Oh, Paige. I am so sorry. Our most recent IVF experience that ended in a negative was in December and I know right now exactly how you feel. I wish I could take this feeling away from you. There is nothing I can say that will make this better. Just know that you are wrapped in love and whatever you need you have us all here. I’m so so sorry. Hard to imagine what God has in store, hunh?
damn it. 😦 So sorry
I am so so sorry. That sucks.
I am so sorry. I wish there was more that I could say.